Indications of True Will
by frater I nigris (333) 666
# How do you know what your true will is?
there are three temporal zones of true will perception:
foresight -- initially very difficult to determine
true will without the benefit of scientific
analysis of comparison between this and the
latter two categories; sometimes intuition
or 'gut feelings' reflects correct diagnosis,
sometimes it has been mistaken, though
only at low-level intensity (i.e. I mistook
something else like hope or greed for
intuition); scientific analysis yields the
envelope of probability within which the
assessment of true will may be rendered a
high degree of intellectual support;
intuitive feedback is then provided a
certification schema with some reliability.
immediate -- typically intellectual constructs
interfere with the emotional and intuitive
ability to perceive immediate true will;
ideas such as those regarding morality,
personal limitations, the repercussions
of my actions, etc., pose significant
detouring rechannelings where true will
cares not a whit; sometimes greed and the
lust for result leads me to presuppose
that a given objective is my true will
rather than to continue to understand that
what I am presently doing is right for me
at this moment (whatever course I may be
treading); having envisioned outcomes and
prepared myself for a given circumstance,
the certitude of assessment becomes easier.
hindsight -- along the course of life's trajectory
it is *always* possible to see one line of
the true will's manifestation; what did
happen was my true will, destiny, the
expression of my whole being; at this
point, alternatives to the historical are
mere fantasies -- perceptions of options
are conjectures without lasting reality,
since these doorways were never available
to me at the time and in the condition
of my present; hypotheticals are always
prone to error, where actualities such as
the rational and skeptical assessment of
the past and my experience with respect
to it allow a greater degree of
alignment to the momentum I have gathered.
nigris (333)